The monster who forgives November 28, 2008

At first it was a hit on my back

Anger has been visualized

Developing.. encountering

The whole.. of me

Arising from the dead

A monster in a flesh

I huffed and puffed

Swore and threatened..

A lifetime avenge..

 

In time, at a sunrise..

With a bird singing..

With a friend’s smile..

Meeting with My child’s eye..

The consent.. finding a lullaby

I am yelling at myself now..

Swallowing all the self-blame now..

….Kicked anger outdoor…

Gathered myself back..

Avenge fades away.. dies

Empathy rules the state..

Reminding me :

“we are all alike” ..

.. In diving lessons..

.. In life as in death..

I am a hitter too…

I recall…

 

 

….

I get up on my feet ..

Forgive..

I need to march on

Head up high..

eyes melting into the sky

 

Portrays November 28, 2008

Dysfunctional traits

Inhibit our portrays..

 

A fish  on  haze

a struggle for change

a murmur .. in the horizon

an echo…

unlocking sounds and games

 

 

 As she lands

.. everyone in her memory..

An image of her face.

 

Envy me November 21, 2008

Envy me..for scars and remaining traces

From our last passionate embraces

Remaining of your unborn kids dwelling in my womb,

Swimming affluent in my stream,

Looking passionately for a unifying field ,

Envy me, for the bruises and wounds on my knees,

And sculptures of flames delicately carving by brains..

People kneel for the intentions to pray

I knelt to worship our moments of ecstasy

Two bodies in one soul merging astray..

 

I’m to be envied by all strange faces..

Loosing their way to such traces

Labyrinthe November 17, 2008

Suck my dreams
Sink my tease.. if you wish
Swallow me..
Adapt me..adapt my memory..
If you could
Convince yourself I’m a puppet..
Your puppet
An ant in a colony
marching in search to proclaim..
what? a glance?
A sip in a marble..useless and in vain?

The truth?
fallcay of molecules
Scientific proofs..devastations

Did You ever think I would believe?
that I could possibly proclaim?
to adopt words..
In education and dictionaries..
like honor and loyalty?
what two awkward fools..
many are..words to be castrated
in tribute to Darwin and Breton
my favorite animator remains..
my trips to..
your brain molecules..
and my adventures in your labyrinthe.