At first it was a hit on my back
Anger has been visualized
Developing.. encountering
The whole.. of me
Arising from the dead
A monster in a flesh
I huffed and puffed
Swore and threatened..
A lifetime avenge..
In time, at a sunrise..
With a bird singing..
With a friend’s smile..
Meeting with My child’s eye..
The consent.. finding a lullaby
I am yelling at myself now..
Swallowing all the self-blame now..
….Kicked anger outdoor…
Gathered myself back..
Avenge fades away.. dies
Empathy rules the state..
Reminding me :
“we are all alike” ..
.. In diving lessons..
.. In life as in death..
I am a hitter too…
I recall…
….
I get up on my feet ..
Forgive..
I need to march on
Head up high..
eyes melting into the sky
My dearest Micha….your firsr monster is absolutly my favorite for two reasons…. the first one as you know is the beauty in its words and meanings… but the second one … and thats where i want to atract your attention …. this elevation of the soul and spirit that can only come from a deeper feeling of the wholy recognition of the creators ways and demands on us humain…
you have come to a point where your scale of values has jumped to a so much higher level that fills me with gratitude and fascination.
with all my love.
n.
Nancy.. thank you for your words and appreciation..
It’s not “me” who is writing all this.. and you already know that.. I have only accepted this inspiration from the Universal Power through the canal that is opened between us and Him.. apparently I’m just a medium (as we all are).. who accepted her role in life with gratitude..
Fascinated by the greatness of His works and crafts of His mind.. He uses our bodies to sculpture His great soul..