all I know is that in the later recites I have tried the rule of the jogger playing with words.. and I have succeeded with the help of my unconsciousness.
I looked up some words unknown to me in the dictionary, wrote their meaning down on my notebook and turning the pages, I’ve played puzzles in words, made them in sentences and wrote nonsense. The meaning always seems to have a way out, like a mouse pushing itself to enter through a tiny hole smaller than its size, but stretching its body and muscles and finally succeeded. Pretty ironic, that’s what I meant by “selling words” and so many writers and poets do that..playing puzzles of words indulged in their feelings.
Last night, you held me in your arms, tenderly..passionately..you let your eyes dive into mine. You did your best to play that magician who has nothing but virtual effect..I did let you proceed with your seduction, knowing well that every seduction results in wreck or success, nothing in between. Making love is our cheap proclamation, no matter how spiritual we strive to be, we need matter to express it.Some use words, others materialistic means, some use their bodies to trigger sexual momentary satisfaction..strangely enough, these days, materialistic means is to be kept aside for the latest trials.. words of romance and sexual seductions are very easily used as temptations.
You use words and your past pain to effect tragedy, you keenly keep your hair, beard,moustache long to add a special not common effects. And yet, everytime I try to talk about that issue, you and people don’t want to admit it.. for the truth ruins all the fun, all the metamorphosis and the game will be over.
A man can pursue a fake life for his own sake, create his uniqueness out of dust, to submit forcefully the importance of his existence, it’s the struggle of survive. The equation starts with survival and proceeds with tricking the mind, who, in return believes that farce and thus act upon the chosen role perfectly enough.
EXCELLENT SIMILE’S and very deeply profound and different!Leaves a tast of morbid cynical dissection alike an emotional surgeon,detache ,clinically brutal but effective in it’s impact Che…the ending ‘thus act upon the chosen role”etc …am I missing too much rather ……..”thus, predictably respond to the chosen role, imperfectly enough”